“life will be better in spring”

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Why must it be like this?
Gosh i suck.




I've seen many separate and part ways. It is a very hurtful reality but what else can you do? Nothing. Just to accept reality and move on. There's so much more in store for you in the future. You cant force the other partner to accept you again if they're not willing to. I mean it is very tiring to be sad all day all night isnt it? Soon we'll get tired of doing so. All of these are just puppy love not really true love. And for some its just a crush and then it became an obsession. If the other party can just live with it and let go maybe you should too. Then again, they may be hiding their true feelings just to show their manly side. Think of the possibilities instead of just accusing and pin pointing their mistakes. Take a minute or two to reflect on yourself. Make sure the next time those mistakes will not repeat again. It may take weeks or months to stabilise yourself due to the tragic moment i can say. But after those weeks and months if you're not really stable that means that you're not making an effort to take it easy. Dont let it turn into an utter hate. Hate will turn into Love eventually. Thats why. Take in advices from your friends. Criticizing them makes no difference to who you are. You're just making more sins for yourself. Hurting the other one is enough but to hear or see them always criticize, cursing, swearing about you BEHIND YOUR BACK hurts more. Trust me it really do. Take a chance to let it all go. 

Labels: Everything happens for a reason

This year = not a good year

Labels: To Infinity and Beyond.

Everything ended in a bloody hang.
I hate you
I love you
I like you.

Like it would make a difference?
Hell no
you changed then the blame goes to me
fuckyouk!



I HATE TUMBEASTs!
its friday... why must it be like that? :(
and worse your prepaid no more..

Labels: iloveyou

HAHA!
guess what?
you insulted me to _____
then say about me not respecting my god.
eh hello kau orang cine tau. aku islam
sakarang sape yang tak respect?
mepek pe..
so.. obviously aku tgh respect tuhan aku yang maha esa bukan patung ke pe
then everytime show me the fucked up face.
i dont want to ruin friendship
if you have realised i have been totally nice even after fighting
the true me wont even talk to you AT ALL!
so appreciate what i am doing.
you took advantage of me alot of times.
when i venge out anger you not happy
so what you want??!

Im back for today :)
so basically things have not turned out the way i wanted it to be
like misunderstandings , fights , cold wars and stuffs
so it all started with me
i just gotta say that im really sorry
im not myself
i know that i ve changed to someone more violent,rude,name it..
and from time to time i realised i am losing my friends one by one
so slowly im trying to chill and hope to get to be the old myself of better :)

peace out